the last two Fridays I saw great DC theatre with friends. the last two Saturdays I spent the night dancing and laughing surrounded by new friends and so much love. the last two Sundays I had delicious brunch and spent all afternoon cuddling with lovely folks. I felt so full of life. I felt so immersed and in awe of other people. I felt so “exactly where I should be”.
This weekend I’m at home. I can’t afford the city. I can’t actually afford anything right now. I can’t even effing drive there because…just because. Let’s leave it there.
I’m lonely here. I’m lonely, and I’m not very nice to my parents because I’m here all the time.
Mostly I’m lonely.
this should reason enough to GET. IT. TOGETHER.
